Temporary Assignment

If your papers were due today
what grade would you have earned?
the highest of praise to gain you light
or the lowest to send you in a burn
the words you write, are the actions you display
which get put in a pile for the teachers awaiting grade
how you treated others, the way you spoke
the cancer you were, or the nastiest joke
how many errors would you have?
where the teacher forgave you
corrected..put in ink
cleansed, he bathed you
did you stay on course?
and follow the team
or head to many nations
to spread the dream
did you love yourself
and write about it to brag
did you give your neighbor
the same love that you had
hurry class
follow the rubric
did you create your own paper
or copied...you glued it
did you talk while writing?
or be silenced by fear
for the words that you write
can hinder your year
both life and death
radiate from your pencil
did you cross out your errors
as if the teacher was right with you
many things are uncertain
but we can be sure of this
the teacher is returning
im awaiting the bliss
grade..my..paper..
temporary assignment

HE

He goes

His work is paramount,

in the eyes of most

He floats

with praise,

keeping him at the post

He went

and changed the game we see

with great works

in us human beings

Wondering eyes conclude

its all just a show

realist can tell

he wants to see you grow

hyperbole

exaggerated press

turning your life around

tragedy & mess

……

success

The Hood Myth

What I’ve encountered 
on a daily 

drugs, lies , sex , athletes 
kids in the hood

drugs,such a virtuous man
promises what he’lol do
then follows up with a plan

lies, don’t we all tell em ‘
to the ones we love
in the hood it’s required to 
stay afloat 
lies walk so proudly but 
Don’t sleep at all
because while you’re sound asleep
lies remembers all his flaws

sex, fuck all u can
thAt make u a man?
who the hell made these rules
then it dawned on me .. damn 
sex is the cause
why we got so many clones
mommas working the grave 
with  fatherless homes
she done made so many kids
like she a fuckin machine
sex mindset in the hood
fuck her intelligence
can I get In between?
them legs 

athletes, dribble, catch, shoot
in a powerful way
who knew you’d get bad grades 
mans eventually not play
all that’s glorified 
is talent and being an exception 
cant even pass the test
bet u fail the next one
more emphasis placed on winning
a game
than maintaining your grades
what a fuxkin shame

the hood is a myth

Dear you,

Nights are different

even deaf I can say

no words to be heard

just the ones I replay

days are much slower

the longer they last

what more could have been done?

just might I ask..

you searched long and hard

through the depths of your soul

guess you didn’t go deep enough

so much we don’t know

you gave me just half

when I exhibited completion

guess man has declined

and his power, weakened

the kindess you give

isn’t always returned

in fact , it pains me to say

youre often left burned

through the flame of embarrassment

and the torch of your flaws

dear you

so different from them all

 

Romance isn’t love

Is it worth it?
for a man to gain a goal 
but lose his mind?
if this goal is dressed 
up in beauty
that even the blind (could see)
this goal.. this pursuit 
All a waste of a mans time
property , he becomes
to be owned by his goal
remodeled, fixed up
then confidently sold
beat down and battered
from the thoughts of his goal
for the past 
is too much
for the goal to let go
positioned for love
lifetimes of joy
Is a goal worth it?

Conclude you.

I’ve came to the conclusion 
that we’re all conclusions
someones decisions 
and actions shaped who we are
never the complete
always the piece of the sum 
learn it
just when we get too high
someone comes and knocks us too low
life
pain lingers
thoughts drift
Daily suffering 
what a world?
whos conclusion are you?

inconvenience

Feeling super bad
about the wrong that I done
the faces I've turned
the hearts that I've broken

I'm an idea,
a consequence
a reason
a disappointment
wrapped in one

moments turned to memories
moments turned to times
you gave me everything
thoughtful loving lines

Maybe I'm not the guy
people want me to be
the guy I pose to be
if this is love?
you shouldn't feel like me
shitty.

Poison
I'm no cure
things get worse
lose me

SORRY

Apologies

Such a beautiful being
prayer
dynamic being
I'm sorry for all
This wall
that wall
throwing chairs
Apologies fill this room

I'm sorry
never enough
I couldn't give you what you needed
hurt feelings
crying
made up
Apologies fill this room

Created life
ended one
thank you for you
Apologies fill this room

I didn't deserve your ideas
your truth
your being
your love
selfish I was
selfish I am
sun on one side
moon on the other
I'll always share a special place for you
Apologies fill this room

WONDER DAYZ PT 1

Have u ever caught yourself wondering
bout some shit
what u should have done
bout it
time waits
for none
time waste
our sun
I'm the guy
who thinks about why he didn't
why he did
what they said
and what it meant
Have u ever thought yourself to sleep
while awake
wonder turned to waste
ways turned to wilderness
I am a thinker
r u?