This Song

As I sit

in this chair

classical music playing

memories sway

across my mind

and through my soul

of all the times

I won’t let go

today I saw

a man in the street

discussing you, couldn’t miss

a beat

just like this song

so smooth and peaceful

gave me a peace of your soul

this melody

brings me joy

the tempo

brings me fun

boy am I in the mood

Leave me guessing

Niggas on the edge

nigga on his head

stretching in his bed

waiting on that noise

to reply to what she said

open it up

quickly respond

im waiting,

what’s going on

her words

ingredients to my smile

a plan for our future

a mixture of everything I’ve prayed for

four words

4 us

let’s do it together


Some say

some say I’m distant

some say it’s for attention

I say , I’m ┬ámissing

Wrote this in my head

spit it out with Shame

mixed with courage

couriousity and pain

for you dad, I need it stamped

some would say, in damned



Too many thoughts
not enough space
crowded breathing
suffocating face
in this place.
I still feel you
death can't take you
I won't make do
can't replace you
this what the base do
I'll chase you
never hate you
recreate you
in my heart
construct you in my mind
find time
my spirit,
you've climbed
forever implanted 
you can't be gone
the struggle to let go