inconvenience

Feeling super bad
about the wrong that I done
the faces I've turned
the hearts that I've broken

I'm an idea,
a consequence
a reason
a disappointment
wrapped in one

moments turned to memories
moments turned to times
you gave me everything
thoughtful loving lines

Maybe I'm not the guy
people want me to be
the guy I pose to be
if this is love?
you shouldn't feel like me
shitty.

Poison
I'm no cure
things get worse
lose me

SORRY
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Apologies

Such a beautiful being
prayer
dynamic being
I'm sorry for all
This wall
that wall
throwing chairs
Apologies fill this room

I'm sorry
never enough
I couldn't give you what you needed
hurt feelings
crying
made up
Apologies fill this room

Created life
ended one
thank you for you
Apologies fill this room

I didn't deserve your ideas
your truth
your being
your love
selfish I was
selfish I am
sun on one side
moon on the other
I'll always share a special place for you
Apologies fill this room

WONDER DAYZ PT 1

Have u ever caught yourself wondering
bout some shit
what u should have done
bout it
time waits
for none
time waste
our sun
I'm the guy
who thinks about why he didn't
why he did
what they said
and what it meant
Have u ever thought yourself to sleep
while awake
wonder turned to waste
ways turned to wilderness
I am a thinker
r u?

CLYG

Can’t…..not me

Let up

you…..

Go…somewhere else

a grown ..man

timing is ….everything

your time ….came

taste you…in the rain

I come with you….in the snow

red birds

blue birds

the shit that flies

I’m asking…why

dirty mustache

angry beard

overweight ego

man of Godness

 

Sail the sea of creativity

grab life’s brush

stroke your vision into existence

the sadness we see

comes from

the individuals who could have done shit

but thought they was done…….

the potential filled

idea given

wall mover

fly the plane of excitement

with adventure

escape..

through it all

you and all

ya love

who you?

you too..

that person in the mirror ,

has the ability

to move planets

plant seeds in minds

influence

to spark

leave a mark

you ain’t done…

u got shit to deliver

search for completion

dig for fulfillment

it’s awaiting you

patiently

waiting in appreciations lap

appreciations cousin called,

kindness said she’s coming

find comfort

in each

you’ll be on your way to completion

be ready

you already have

everything you desire

trigger it

night..

2choice

React?
reshape
you have a choice
growth or go nowhere

round 2
react?
love round 1

you may be confused by this poem
in fact, that's the goal
let this be an open letter
for the faint at heart
for the lost in soul
for the weary believer 
for the people who just can't.....
round 1 is the real battle
all physical
hard work
round 2
it's you
it's mental
it's a drag

It it it it

Niggas

black folk

monkeys

…………………….

disease plagues

dreams laid

bullets sprayed

it’s a cycle

…………..

cigarettes

blunts

alcohol

dog drool

live fun

life’s done

and y’all cool?

…………………………….

neighborhood

it ain’t a joke

it’s a cycle

………………….

athletes

drug deala

jail bird

you a man?

you a legend?

shit…

ima call u “it”

……………………………

 

FAKES

Fakes and phonies

boy you funny

dancing in the spot

knowing you not

living right

hypocritical shit

boy, what ya made of?

Living like who?

what your prayer like?

questioning your authenticity

day and night…

fuck it

addictions

prescriptions

reminiscing…

this your life..

ain’t no….such thing

as one way, right…

you a phony boy